so dead in third week
the pain just never goes away
headache hang around at the most inappropriate time
ive been torn apart
broken
panic
half way dying
I have a lot to do
Study for GRE, ask for recommendation letters, personal statement…etc.
Can I finish all those before the deadline? I really don’t know.
way too little progress on my stupid papers, homework and midterm exam…
i dont have time to be sick
and i dont have the luxury time to lie on bed to get recovered
What I can do is keep studying, trying my best with no regrets.
It’s the only way for me to success
Sometimes I know what you pay is not equal to what you get but if you wouldn't pay, don't ever think of getting back a penny.
can i make it thru the dead week and be survived in the even deadER week coming ahead?
Apart from academic,
Sometimes I proud of myself because of my impetuous,
in parallel, I hate myself because of it.
I just can’t hide my feelings in front of people,
I am trying to keep my smile.
The complex human relationship
and something so called friendship
is the thing I never understand
I can't find anyone to hold me, to be reluctant me to leave.
Deeply, I can't acquaint thoroughly with at least a person in that group.
I don't know what has happened, just feels like I am not as close as before with familiar friend.
If it is the way it is,
Should I leave..?
the pain just never goes away
headache hang around at the most inappropriate time
ive been torn apart
broken
panic
half way dying
I have a lot to do
Study for GRE, ask for recommendation letters, personal statement…etc.
Can I finish all those before the deadline? I really don’t know.
way too little progress on my stupid papers, homework and midterm exam…
i dont have time to be sick
and i dont have the luxury time to lie on bed to get recovered
What I can do is keep studying, trying my best with no regrets.
It’s the only way for me to success
Sometimes I know what you pay is not equal to what you get but if you wouldn't pay, don't ever think of getting back a penny.
can i make it thru the dead week and be survived in the even deadER week coming ahead?
Apart from academic,
Sometimes I proud of myself because of my impetuous,
in parallel, I hate myself because of it.
I just can’t hide my feelings in front of people,
I am trying to keep my smile.
The complex human relationship
and something so called friendship
is the thing I never understand
I can't find anyone to hold me, to be reluctant me to leave.
Deeply, I can't acquaint thoroughly with at least a person in that group.
I don't know what has happened, just feels like I am not as close as before with familiar friend.
If it is the way it is,
Should I leave..?
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